So many 'how-tos' but the directions are mapped in 'Why' shape I noticed a lady with a passion for buying something new, try on a few mistakes - loose or fit soon claim it to be hers with a label of guilt on, the new will wear off like old news, stick your guilt in every new soon the guilt becomes your old unwelcomed friend but I am not here to judge truthfully, I am missing that passion because I felt so empty that day - no emotions not even a worry That day I understood, worrying actually makes you feel alive, so next time when worry walks up to my door there will be a welcome mat on the floor we were on the top floor parking with no views in my town, we get the whole view of my town but I was here only for a few hours, so the guy was nice enough to hold the lift for us you will miss the nice gesture if you don't pay attention so buy that trust by paying attention currently, this is what I am missing currency to pay attention currency and