I AM SMRITI RAI

Three of us running in a different direction: my mind, my body and my playlist. When I try to chain them together, it creates more friction. Hence, I leave them on their own - shuffle play and repeat. In the midst of running with one or the other, I squeeze myself out into awareness. I take a little peek at what seems to last only for a moment. People tell me I am a free spirit. In a world where everything is confined and compliant with regulations, being a free spirit (human) is heavy work. I let myself feel. I cry and when I laugh, I guffaw at times. There is growth in laughter and sadness, both. With this growth, I understand that no matter the regulations of the outside world, if my inner world is boundless within, I am free.  

 I don't know where she is looking or even if she is listening! This place is a maze more confusing are the people working here teal scrubs - inside out and with time on their heart time flies and heart is still patient listening to every beat of your thoughts I feel like a little girl with her pigtail and curious eyes everyone's telling me what to do I just  shrug and I am only here for the scrubs I, also, observe I observe this place, neatly I observe each fierce fabric woven to build this maze This elasticated maze has become my world for now and the rules are pretty easy sign in  and sign out.